Beatific Beauty ❤

Ah! Looking at your ravishing and bewitching beauty

The Moon at times may develop a green-eyed anxiety

The Rose may bashfully and disgracefully blush

The mad hearts may for you pine for, tumble and toss!

Ah! Glancing at your maddening and intoxicating beauty:

My senses sense well your enjoyable significance sweetie

My stationary feet run faster even than a super-sonic flight

The gloomy alleys of my life receive much radiating light!

Ah! Glimpsing at your golden and enrapturing beauty

I roam, in the realm of oblivion, O my dearest cutie,

I yearn so much to suck greedily your love-honey as a butterfly;

Yes, to catch hold of your attention I may bid the world a goodbye!

Ah! To be blessed to make you mine, and to be your very own

I will blissfully long for longer than many an exasperating eon!

PS : To My Gorgeous Goddess Wife, My Aaradhya, My Ravishing Queen, My Luscious Lioness, My Heavenly Jaan, My Pretty Princess of the Paradise, My Soulmate, My Owner, My Master, My Everything.

I’m Sorry for Everything

I’m Sorry for everything.
I’m sorry that i constantly want to talk to you.
I’m sorry for that I become overprotective when you talk with other guy or someone flirts with you.
I’m sorry that i constantly want to spend time with you.
I’m sorry that i get sad when you flirt with other guy and don’t reply to me fast enough.
I’m sorry that I become irritable when you don’t fully pay attention to me.
I’m sorry if i say things that piss you off.
I’m sorry that I’m a brat when I don’t get me way.
I’m sorry if i come off as annoying at times.
I’m sorry that i think about you too much and too often.
I’m sorry if you don’t want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you.
I’m sorry if I have too much free time for you while you’re too busy with someone else.
I’m sorry if i tell you about pointless drama that you don’t actually care about.
I’m sorry if I vent to you about problems than you actually aren’t interested in hearing about.
I’m sorry if i come off as too clingy or overprotective.
I’m sorry if I’m too nosey or too curious by snooping thru your things when you’re not around.
I’m sorry if i don’t give you enough time and space to yourself.
I’m sorry if I don’t give you enough respect for your privacy.
I’m sorry if i miss you more than I’m supposed to.
I’m sorry for everything, but know that it’s all out of love for you.

I’m sorry that everything I do isn’t enough.
I’m sorry for apologizing.
I’m sorry for always being sorry.

I’m sorry for loving you more than myself.

I’m sorry for worshipping you more than my god.

I’m sorry for respecting you more than my mom.

I’m sorry for praying for your safety, security, good health every morning.

I am guilty of all these crimes & deserve to punished. But what’s a bigger punishment than losing you? For I loved you so much, it hurt.
And now, the pain is gone…& so is all life from my body.

I breath & my heart beats…but with both feeling whatsoever.


I were in love with your smile,

I were in love with your voice,

I were in love with your body,

I were in love with your laugh,

I were in love with your eyes,

I were in love with you.


You have broken me,

You have ruined and destroyed my emotions,

You have brutally raped my dreams,

You have given tears in my eyes.

I no longer
trust anyone,

I no longer smile,

You have erased happiness from my life.

You made me feel lonely,

You left my heart broken.

Every time you hurt me,

but I don’t angry with you.

Every time it pains,

but I don’t say a word to you.

Every time you say sorry,

I forgive you on the spot.


Every time you make a mistake,

I punish myself.
Whenever I get online.

I open up your profile..

Continuously keep staring at your pics..

Though your not there in my life..

But always be in my mind,

Heart and Wishes.

Being the only one I always miss..

You hurt me more than I deserve how can you be so cruel?

I love you more than you deserve, why I am such a fool?

The pain of love will never stop.

Love is a blind whore with mental disease and no sense of humor.

Love makes you cry, makes you hate urself sometimes..

You may get away from other people to be with the one you love..

You spent sleepless nights,

You apologize even when you know you’re right..

You give up your happiness to see that someone smile..

You have to face possessives of your lover..

You feel you need space in your life..

If I had a second chance

If I had a second chance

If I had a second chance.
I’d do the things I wish I had.
To let you know how much I cared about you my goddess.

If I had a second chance.
I’d hold you close and hug you tight my wife.
And tell you you’re my shining light.

If I had a second chance.
I’d let you know how proud I was.
To have you be my guide in life.

If I had a second chance.
I’d thank you for the things you’ve done.
To make a difference in our lives.

If I had a second chance.
I’d let you know how much it meant.
To gaze upon your smoking face.

If I had a second chance.
You’d always know that I’d be there.
To hold your hand and kiss your lips.

If I had a second chance.
I’d fill your heart with words of praise,
For you were strong and always brave.

If I had a second chance.
I’d whisper you the names of every star in the sky.
For it would take an eternity.

If I had a second chance.
I’d trace every part of your body over and over
With touches of feather dust.

If I had a second chance.
I’d dance on your arms in the bare grass.
Resting my head on your strong chest.

If I had a second chance.
I’d listen to every hole and dream your mind could conjure.
And promise to make them come true.

If I had a second chance.
I’d record your voice in the depths of my mind.
So I could hear you when you were far away.

If I had a second chance.
I’d make you believe I was your soul mate.
So undeniable
You’d never leave.

If I had a second chance.
I’d let you know I love you more than my lord krishna and my parents
And beg you not to go.

But second chances are rare,
So I’ll tuck these “ifs” deep in my soul
And pray for your return.

When I can make them a reality. Hoping that second chances aren’t just a fairy tale.


Dear Love I miss u :-(

I want to hold your hand & walk for long time

Don’t want to miss you, even a While Dear, it’s you. My Life.

Hug me for my worries to die, my tears to dry and, my loneliness to fly.

It hurt to me know how I sometimes can be little selfish when it comes to you.

I’m getting sentimental over you! For god sake explain me why all these time I miss you every moment of the day.

I keep me awake just to listen you,

I keep me empty just for you to fail,

I keep me alive just to see you.

My mornings miss you,

My evenings miss you,

Where were you all these years,

Why you weren’t there to wipe my tears.

Fear of future is worse than pain of the past still I bother the least coz you are there.

Even second are too long to miss you

I want to hold your hand & walk a smile

Don’t want to miss you even a While.

I love and miss you so much.

Nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.

He’s OK?

He’s pretending to be okay.
He flashes a smile daily, but when you look at his eyes you will see traces of pain.
He acts as if everything is fine, but he’s crying silently at night while drowning in tears.
He still wants things to be okay.
He still wants to see her.
He missing her presence.
He missing everything about her.
He asking for forgiveness even though it is not his fault and he swallowing his pride.
He making all the efforts to make things work, but he failed.
He is losing his worth to a people not worth it.
He is losing his self-respect.
He is losing himself in the process of making things good.
It’s pretty tough for him, he better picks up himelf again and slowly rebuild that confidence.
He needs to be back to his old-self.
He might not be okay today, but he’ll be fine. After all, he is a strong boy. “

Physically Gone.. Yet Still Lingering In My Soul 😓😭😞😢

That crazy love
uncensored and without measure
guided my life
made me want more
a kiss was enough
a tight hug
and nothing else seemed to matter
That our madness
love and passion without cure
I was pushing for you.
I could never contain myself

That old feeling
An addiction, a torment
Squirted on the chest
meeting of perfect souls
Born, did not leave me and grew up
Not for a moment did he die
Between so many comings and goings
hidden or fortuitous meetings
Just to see you, just to have you
And at the same time I needed to not want you

I want to look at you even from afar
Have you in my power
desire to smell you, to see you
Things I’ve never felt for so long
It never lasted so long, just you.
An eternity … For eternity …
I could not get you out of my life.
The more I tried the smaller the output
All the ways lead me into your arms
Every day I was tied in your bonds
And at each meeting a new farewell

Getting worse and getting worse
wishing, dreaming …
… hoping one day to be one
Our lives eternally given no
But that’s not what happened
Every future got lost
And I did not want to leave the past.
It was a way to be by your side
With so many good memories
So many memories and stories
So many crazy notions
Feeling without explanation
Of those who take us off the ground
Whether it’s right or not

And it was not easy to tear you away from me.
Forget this love that seemed endless
Marked on my skin as a tattoo
Unforgettable, Infinite, insane, unique, unparalleled
Source of inexhaustible love
Future planned, desired and so dreamed
It would not be realized any more
You marked in my life.
For reunions and farewells
And that could not be enough for me
Time passed and dreams drifted through the air.
I could no longer stay or leave.
I did not even know where to go.
I tried to pull away, but I gave up.
Countless times I prayed, I begged
so that you stay or go for good
I needed to remember what made me
I could no longer suffer and cry
My life needed to continue …

And everything changed – My conviction passed
I already know that we will not meet again
And just where we stop – continue …
But I can still see you today.
in a gesture, a look
a way of walking
In an unintentional dream
there you are
Beautiful, smiling
Dare me not to want you
Daring me to forget you.

I once believed

I once believed

I once believed the sky was blue.
I once believed in the good of mankind.
I once believed in the purity of hearts in love.
I once believed in the promises made from one lover to another.
I once believed in the hope of an exciting future.
I once believed in the excitement of learning and growing together.
I once believed in the possibilities that lay ahead of us.
I once believed in the innocence of our untainted minds.
I once believed in the creativity of energy.
I once believed in the spontaneity of desire.
I once believed in the light peaking through my darkness.
I used to believe.
I once believed in all that was good.
I once believed in all that was holy.
I once believed in passion.
I once believed in me and you.
I once believed the sun would shine.
I once believed you time after time.
I once believed the trees gave shade.
I once believed we had it made.
I once believed the moon would rise.
I once believed in all your lies.
I once believed the rain would fall.
I once believed that you would call.
I once believed the clouds would pass.
I once believed our love would last.
I once believed the fog would lift.
I once believed you were a gift.
I once believed in miracles.
I once believed in the impossible.
I once believed in oceans deep.
I once believed our vows you’d keep.
I once believed in destiny.

A life devoid of the mundane.
A life filled with connection.
A life lived to the full.
I used to believe.
But now I’m broken
And just focusing on gathering my pieces back together.
Searching for that one morsel that still feels an ounce of hope.
That piece that will restore the belief.


Wounded soul 😔

Forgetting you is the hardest thing to do
I tried and tried but it still remains inside
I don’t know how to let go the feelings I have for you
Oh! How can I forget you if I don’t want to…

‘Cause loving you is something I want to hold on to
For the love I feel for you, brings light in everything I do
Can’t believe it’s happening to me but it’s true
That I’ve loved you ever since I met you

But seeing you is quite painful too
So sad but I have to stay away from you
Yes, you are my happiness! And you are my everything
But the fact that you do not belong to me
I know it’ll be nothing – my love for you will be for nothing.

Don’t Watch Me 😔😪😷

If you could see into my eyes
Looking through the tears
You might get a glimpse
Of all my darkest fears

Time grudgingly passes slowly
I lay in bed at night alone
Staring at pictures of you
In the dark my heart groans

Watching you walk away
Seeing you leave that day
Feeling my life decay
Becoming a homeless stray

My Love if you cut me open
You would see how empty I am
My broken pieces turn to ash
My misery has broken the dam

I fake my smiles to others
To hide my inner pain
If you could see into my soul
You would see black tears like rain

Watching you walk away
Seeing you leave that day
Feeling my life decay
Becoming a homeless stray

The ink in my pen now dust
My pallet colors dried
My canvas now un-paintable

If looking at a broken soul
You can not bear to see
Or witness a man crumble
Then don’t watch Me