Beatific Beauty ❤

Ah! Looking at your ravishing and bewitching beauty

The Moon at times may develop a green-eyed anxiety

The Rose may bashfully and disgracefully blush

The mad hearts may for you pine for, tumble and toss!

Ah! Glancing at your maddening and intoxicating beauty:

My senses sense well your enjoyable significance sweetie

My stationary feet run faster even than a super-sonic flight

The gloomy alleys of my life receive much radiating light!

Ah! Glimpsing at your golden and enrapturing beauty

I roam, in the realm of oblivion, O my dearest cutie,

I yearn so much to suck greedily your love-honey as a butterfly;

Yes, to catch hold of your attention I may bid the world a goodbye!

Ah! To be blessed to make you mine, and to be your very own

I will blissfully long for longer than many an exasperating eon!

PS : To My Gorgeous Goddess Wife, My Aaradhya, My Ravishing Queen, My Luscious Lioness, My Heavenly Jaan, My Pretty Princess of the Paradise, My Soulmate, My Owner, My Master, My Everything.

I’m Sorry for Everything

I’m Sorry for everything.
I’m sorry that i constantly want to talk to you.
I’m sorry for that I become overprotective when you talk with other guy or someone flirts with you.
I’m sorry that i constantly want to spend time with you.
I’m sorry that i get sad when you flirt with other guy and don’t reply to me fast enough.
I’m sorry that I become irritable when you don’t fully pay attention to me.
I’m sorry if i say things that piss you off.
I’m sorry that I’m a brat when I don’t get me way.
I’m sorry if i come off as annoying at times.
I’m sorry that i think about you too much and too often.
I’m sorry if you don’t want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you.
I’m sorry if I have too much free time for you while you’re too busy with someone else.
I’m sorry if i tell you about pointless drama that you don’t actually care about.
I’m sorry if I vent to you about problems than you actually aren’t interested in hearing about.
I’m sorry if i come off as too clingy or overprotective.
I’m sorry if I’m too nosey or too curious by snooping thru your things when you’re not around.
I’m sorry if i don’t give you enough time and space to yourself.
I’m sorry if I don’t give you enough respect for your privacy.
I’m sorry if i miss you more than I’m supposed to.
I’m sorry for everything, but know that it’s all out of love for you.

I’m sorry that everything I do isn’t enough.
I’m sorry for apologizing.
I’m sorry for always being sorry.

I’m sorry for loving you more than myself.

I’m sorry for worshipping you more than my god.

I’m sorry for respecting you more than my mom.

I’m sorry for praying for your safety, security, good health every morning.

I am guilty of all these crimes & deserve to punished. But what’s a bigger punishment than losing you? For I loved you so much, it hurt.
And now, the pain is gone…& so is all life from my body.

I breath & my heart beats…but with both feeling whatsoever.

TEARS IN LOVE 😭😓😪😥😢

I were in love with your smile,

I were in love with your voice,

I were in love with your body,

I were in love with your laugh,

I were in love with your eyes,

I were in love with you.

But

You have broken me,

You have ruined and destroyed my emotions,

You have brutally raped my dreams,

You have given tears in my eyes.

I no longer
trust anyone,

I no longer smile,

You have erased happiness from my life.

You made me feel lonely,

You left my heart broken.

Every time you hurt me,

but I don’t angry with you.

Every time it pains,

but I don’t say a word to you.

Every time you say sorry,

I forgive you on the spot.

Because

Every time you make a mistake,

I punish myself.
Whenever I get online.

I open up your profile..

Continuously keep staring at your pics..

Though your not there in my life..

But always be in my mind,

Heart and Wishes.

Being the only one I always miss..

You hurt me more than I deserve how can you be so cruel?

I love you more than you deserve, why I am such a fool?

The pain of love will never stop.

Love is a blind whore with mental disease and no sense of humor.

Love makes you cry, makes you hate urself sometimes..

You may get away from other people to be with the one you love..

You spent sleepless nights,

You apologize even when you know you’re right..

You give up your happiness to see that someone smile..

You have to face possessives of your lover..

You feel you need space in your life..

He’s OK?

He’s pretending to be okay.
He flashes a smile daily, but when you look at his eyes you will see traces of pain.
He acts as if everything is fine, but he’s crying silently at night while drowning in tears.
He still wants things to be okay.
He still wants to see her.
He missing her presence.
He missing everything about her.
He asking for forgiveness even though it is not his fault and he swallowing his pride.
He making all the efforts to make things work, but he failed.
He is losing his worth to a people not worth it.
He is losing his self-respect.
He is losing himself in the process of making things good.
It’s pretty tough for him, he better picks up himelf again and slowly rebuild that confidence.
He needs to be back to his old-self.
He might not be okay today, but he’ll be fine. After all, he is a strong boy. “

Wounded soul 😔

Forgetting you is the hardest thing to do
I tried and tried but it still remains inside
I don’t know how to let go the feelings I have for you
Oh! How can I forget you if I don’t want to…

‘Cause loving you is something I want to hold on to
For the love I feel for you, brings light in everything I do
Can’t believe it’s happening to me but it’s true
That I’ve loved you ever since I met you

But seeing you is quite painful too
So sad but I have to stay away from you
Yes, you are my happiness! And you are my everything
But the fact that you do not belong to me
I know it’ll be nothing – my love for you will be for nothing.

When he gives up on you

When he gives up on you, it’s obvious.

1. He will not try to catch your attention.
2. He will not fight for you anymore.
3. He won’t reply your messages as quickly anymore.
4. He won’t try to keep the conversation going anymore.
5. He will not care anymore.
6. He no longer get jealous.
7. He no longer care if you care or not anymore.
8. He no longer goes to your profile and whine.
9. He will give up on trying to make you love him, because he finally realise that he deserves far more better.
10. And you will miss him. Miss the way he cared about you. Miss the way he loved you. And you have lost him.

So don’t take any guys for granted, if you love him, let him know before he gives up.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤

ι ℓσνє уσυ єиσυgн тσ fιgнт fσя уσυ, ¢σмρяσмιѕє fσя уσυ, αи∂ ѕα¢яιfι¢є муѕєℓf fσя уσυ ιf иєє∂ вє.

єиσυgн тσ мιѕѕ уσυ ιи¢яє∂ιвℓу ωнєи ωє’яє αραят, иσ мαттєя ωнαт ℓєиgтн σf тιмє ιт’ѕ fσя αи∂ яєgαя∂ℓєѕѕ σf тнє ∂ιѕтαи¢є.

єиσυgн тσ вєℓιєνє ιи συя яєℓαтισиѕнιρ, тσ ѕтαи∂ ву ιт тняσυgн тнє ωσяѕт σf тιмєѕ, тσ нανє fαιтн ιи συя ѕтяєиgтн αѕ α ¢συρℓє, αи∂ тσ иєνєя gινє υρ σи υѕ.

єиσυgн тσ ѕρєи∂ тнє яєѕт σf му ℓιfє ωιтн уσυ, вє тнєяє fσя уσυ ωнєи уσυ иєє∂ σя ωαит мє, αи∂ иєνєя, єνєя ωαит тσ ℓєανє уσυ σя ℓινє ωιтнσυт уσυ.

ι ωαит тσ вє ωιтн уσυ,

вє¢αυѕє,

ι ¢αи ѕєє уσυ,

ι ¢αи fєєℓ уσυ,

ι ¢αи ωαт¢н уσυ…

ι ωαит тσ вє ωιтн уσυ,
вє¢αυѕє,

ι ¢αи тσυ¢н уσυ,

ι ¢αи нυg уσυ,

ι ¢αи кιѕѕ уσυ…

ι ωαит тσ вє ωιтн уσυ,

вє¢αυѕє,

ι ¢αи ℓαυgн ωιтн уσυ,

ι ¢αи ¢яу ωιтн уσυ,

ι ¢αи ѕмιℓє αт уσυ…

ι ωαит тσ вє ωιтн уσυ,

вє¢αυѕє,

ι ℓσνє уσυ ѕσ мυ¢н.

ι αм ωнσ ι αм вє¢αυѕє σf уσυ.

уσυ αяє єνєяу яєαѕσи, єνєяу нσρє,

αи∂ єνєяу ∂яєαм ι’νє єνєя нα∂,

αи∂ иσ мαттєя ωнαт нαρρєиѕ

тσ υѕ ιи тнє fυтυяє,

єνєяу∂αу ωє αяє тσgєтнєя

ιѕ тнє gяєαтєѕт ∂αу σf му ℓιfє.

ιf ι нα∂ тσ ¢нσσѕє вєтωєєи ℓσνιиg уσυ αи∂ вяєαтнιиg. ι ωσυℓ∂ υѕє му ℓαѕт вяєαтн тσ ѕαу ι ℓσνє уσυ.

ι ρяσмιѕє “тнє иєχт gιяℓ ι ωιℓℓ єνєя ℓσνє σи тнιѕ єαятн ωιℓℓ вє συя ρяє¢ισυѕ αиgєℓ ∂αυgнтєя.

ι ℓσνє уσυ, αи∂ ι ωιℓℓ ℓσνє уσυ υитιℓ ι ∂ιє, αи∂ ιf тнєяє’ѕ α ℓιfє αfтєя тнαт, ι’ℓℓ ℓσνє уσυ тнєи

ι ℓσνє уσυ тнιѕ мυ¢н αи∂ ι ωιℓℓ αℓωαуѕ вє уσυяѕ

Tears in love

I’m living a life,
Where I am nothing.
I don’t exist.
I’m not even breathing.
There’s nothing but darkness and silence.
Breaking me into pieces.
Evoking turbulence.
I’m never been this lonely before.
This pain is stripping me off to my core.
I never needed anyone.
Then you came along.
You taught me how to love.
But not be strong.
You made love to my soul.
So I have given you my all.
I cried alot.
But it’s never enough.
I couldn’t even remember my last blissful laugh.
Sweet memories turned sour and bitter.
Everytime I remember the promise we made together.
It’s never easy living a life without you.
If this is what you called life,
then maybe I do.
Because as far as I know.
My life ended the day you go..

Heartbreak

Heartbreak is miserable and extremely powerful. You wouldn’t wish it upon your worst enemy. Sometimes you’ll experience the kind of heartbreak you feel in your chest, almost like it’s hard to breathe. You’ll feel confusion, anger, relief and sadness, all at the same time. But, the pain you felt yesterday vanished and became the hardiness you have today. You woke up and wondered why you cried yourself to sleep the nighr before. Reality hit you like a bag of bricks. It was so sudden. You felt stronger and more confident in yourself than you ever have. The confusing cycle of emotions finally became tolerable and your frustration and jealousy disappeared. For the first time, you were able to process the situation and handle it with acceptance. You may have never been excited to start new but today, you will.
The moment you were told “I love you” a hope was instilled that you were meant for one another. It was impossible to find words to explain what it felt like to have this hope taken from your heart and your mind. You became literally and figuratively hopeless. Regardless of how much you pleaded and cried they never cared. A decision stood firm and it felt like all four walls were caving in around you. Today however, these walls transformed to windows and the sun is shining through every single one. Maybe it’s just good day but, whatever it is, it brought you to realize this : it’s okay to leave the past in the past. It’s okay to move on. It’s okay to have bad days. It’s okay to clean your slate and start completely flesh. Self-love, a positive attitude, hope in new things and new love was in full effect as you opened your eyes this morning. You were broken but you got up, all by yourself. You still miss her but, you’re going to be just fine without her. Maybe this isn’t your today but if you let go, it can be your tomorrow.

Worthy Be

Well sad to say my tears ran dry.
I’m fed up of being like this.
Being the last on your damn list.
So now from you I’m breaking free.
You can never chain me like a puppy.
I’m fucking tired of you and your complaints.
Because I’m King and I know how to behave.
I have never been so important to you.
You treat me like a shit and always run away.
But I’m much worthy than what you know.
Thankfully I don’t have to waste any more breath on you.
You are not even worth the calories I burn thinking of you.
Well I’hv survived endless horrible torments (Heartbreaks, Betrayals, Cheatings, Suicide) throughout my tiny little life.
People Come And People Go.
Some are special, Some aren’t so.
Some are friends, Some are more.
Some still here, Some long gone
Few for real, Deliberately let gone.
So,
If they block you, Cut off contacts
If they Ignore you, Let them go.
Let those who naturally gravitates to you enjoy your energy.
We spend so much time for begging those for who wouldn’t blink twice at the thought of you.
Cherish those who are there by choice and because you chased them everytime they decided to escape like an impotent.
Before you ask someone why someone hates you,
ask yourself why you give a fuck so fuck what they think about you.
Turn it off humanity, emotions, feelings, sensitivity and punish them till eternity.